If I was organized

I do not have to do enough to get by, but enough to get ahead. My competition is with myself. Whenever I look upon the people who are far away ahead to me I get depressed. And when I see the ones who are at the rear of me I feel contented. But the truth remains that if I turn myself into an organized one I’d definitely become dangerous then currently what I am.

Current Mood: Infuriated
Current Location: My Study Room